sometimes i can let go of my anxieties and innocently wonder what the future has in store for me.
Wallace-Bolyai-Gerwien theory is the theory that any two polygons are equidecomposable.
That is that one can be cut into finitely many polygon pieces and be rearranged to obtain the second polygon.
THIS IS THE COOLEST THING
"I believe that the Universe is one being, all its parts are different expressions of the same energy, and they are all in communication with each other, therefore parts of one organic whole. This whole is in all its parts so beautiful, and is felt by me to be so intensely in earnest, that I am compelled to love it and to think of it as divine."
sadness is not supposed to be beautiful. Just because you’re sad does not mean some smart, attractive, funny, shy boy who has a good taste in music as well as good intentions will scoop you up and save you. Sometimes, you are just sad and it fucking sucks, but somehow you get through it. Sadness isn’t poetic or pretty or romantic, it is painful and heartbreaking because if you’re extremely sad, you’ll start pushing people away and closing yourself off and you’ll just be so lonely and sad and it’s a horrible state to be in. Sorry sorry sorry this is so annoying and pointless, I just really fucking hate people romanticising sadness, depression or anxiety, like… It is very unlikely that some boy will walk into your life and suddenly snap you out of your depression, okay? I wish that happened, but it doesn’t. Please don’t act like being so unhappy is beautiful, and that someone can save you from your own sadness.
I was sad at one point and I made a stupid decision to move because I thought it would help, but I ended up leaving so many people behind and I’ve lost one person who meant the world to me and we don’t talk anymore which is so much worse.
This has become a rant and you can totally delete this, just please stop making sadness and mental illness seem better than it is ok?